Seriously, i have no idea what is my weight now.
I weigh at home with a figure which i thought it should be correct.
However, when i went to my colleague's place yesterday, i used her digital weighing scale to weigh and it's a huge figure. So much different and i felt like i'm falling from the rooftop. I'm going in the depression mode now.
So, right after work i went home to weigh again to check on the figure. Totally different! so which one shall i follow you tell me now? I seriously do need to know my actual weight :(

Oh, i lost 1kg in 2 days time. I don't think it's a good thing. 1 kg is not enough. i need to lose at least 7 kg. If 10 would be great right? but i guess i'll look super sick. Haha! I just don understand how come i have difficulties to cut off all the excess fats at the bottom. I'm glad i have an obedient tummy. I can manage my tummy well. I have my flat tummy back =)) But body wise, still big and fat. *knockheadonthewall*

Well, i will not be greedy lar. i still love my body and fats. i need some fats too =)

Damn! i wish i have the power to make me lose weight right away. Grrr...

I is not satisfied! pffttt....

im listening to Quando Quando Quando. Current addiction.

Dont you think it's nice? Listen to the song and it'll ease your mind and soul. (sorry, abit kua chang i know)
but seriously lar, i listen to the song i feel good right after. haha

how i wish im at the beach with a handsome boy, listen to the song. Romantic lar. (dreaming i know)

Sorry. I'm not racist or what lar. I just cant stand it and i feel disgusted
There's this old lady [prolly about mid 30 ish?], she started talking bout her soon to be bf with her superior!
damn..what is this right? damn hiao this huana po.
i si beh tahan ok. i thought i heard wrongly. She kept baby baby and explain the story this and that.
I wasnt being rude or what, it's just that she spoke loudly so i overheard it lar. not my fault lor..

seriously, i cant stand her hiao-ness...

damn! i better not say anything else. pffft....

i is damn bored and sleepy now. i hate checking documents.

Bye!

Have you ever been in this situation before?

You're with someone but thinking of someone else?
I bet you do but not all of you :)

Ok it's just a random question only.

Anyhow, can't wait to go for Nasi Lemak. it's been a long time since i last ate Nasi Lemak..
I miss the ones downstairs my house back in Malacca. The cabbage kunyit is just so awesome.

I'mma try this out near my place later. Mummy & Daddy are up already. Let's go rock the city to the fullest!

-Jeannie-

I'm feeling so healthy healthy.. I'm healthy! Gah.. Sorry I know I'm a little crazy now.
It's hard to believe that I actually woke up early today. I don't usually practice this besides when I need to go work..

Well, there's always a reason behind it. If it's not because of I have blood test I wouldn't wake up this early..

Ok la. Perhaps i exaggerated a little? I dont feel healthy. I feel that I'm "rajin" to wake up this early :))

Damn I am talking nonsense now.
Ok I want to rest now. Bai!

Loves,
Jeannie

I'm in deep shit. I have debts to settle. It's quite a huge amount for me.
I gotta stop using my credit card. Urghhh.....

I is sad :(

I seriously hate those who don't remember what they said or mentioned.

Ok. Now i feel like i'm a fool..

Urghhhh!!! i beh tahan..... i cannot stand it when i felt this way.

Another thing is i don know why i dreamt of something which i'm afraid of all these while. 

It's still lingering in my mind. Seriously, i hate that kinda scenario. I definitely dont wish that to happen to me lar...

Somehow, somewhat, i have the feeling that it might happen. It's just the matter of time. 

Well, this is my luck? i gotta change it! Fck...seriously i do hope it will not happen. 

It's time to stop the game baby! :)